Wondering

I journal of a morning. For the last 2 years or so and now, on my last Grand and I wonder.....now what?

I read about Him and wonder at His call on my life?

I love to encourage others to seek Him, to discover where He wants them to GO. I wonder at where He wants me to Go?

I come back to it's ABOUT Him...always. That I never wonder about.

Thots

“I never sent these prophets, but they ran anyway. I never spoke to them, but they preached away. If they’d have bothered to sit down and meet with me, they’d have preached my Message to my people. They’d have gotten them back on the right track, gotten them out of their evil ruts."

 "Instead of claiming to know what God says, ask questions of one another, such as ‘How do we understand God in this?’ But don’t go around pretending to know it all, saying ‘God told me this... God told me that....’ I don’t want to hear it anymore. Only the person I authorize speaks for me. Otherwise, my Message gets twisted, the Message of the living God -of-the-Angel-Armies. (Jeremiah 23:21-22 & 35-36 MSG) 

My curiosity comes from judgementalism..I know that sux and is not obedient to His Word Matt. 6:6-7 and in seeing how I suck and seeing my need for Grace and how it's offered to me and accepting it maybe I will have more Grace to offer and will become more genuinely curious, more obedient...It's ALL just Grace isn't it? Those are my thoughts this morning....

2013

Who told you you were naked?  Genesis 3:11

I want to live in that being known. Write from a place of nothing hidden. Knowing His heart is broken and yet He still loves.

I pray 2013 to follow wherever it is He leads, for all who know this GRACE

If

If you call yourself a Christian I hope you are a Christ follower.
If you are a Christ follower I hope you  know you are a Disciple
I hope you know Disciple ultimately means you are a  learner
I hope you are learning from His Word and being humbly obedient to what you are learning
I hope you know what you are following so you know where it is you are leading
And I hope you know you are leading

I hope I am learning all this myself 

Emma

I look at the title of this blog.....
1st thing i read this morning:
Romans 12:2 'Do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world, BUT be transformed by the RENEWING of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will.

2nd thing...Isaiah 13:6 Wail! God's day of judgement is near- an avalanche crashing down from the Strong God.

6 verses and I stop
Revelation of character
I am a daughter of Christ and I in front of my 9 year old Granddaughter called my daughter a 'bitch'. In fun I can justify. Why can i call it silly or fun or cute to do that?
I am thinking this morning about my 'words'.
I say, I love Jesus
I prove w/my ACTIONS and words, over and over- I am that in name only.
I am sorry Father and I am sorry Emma Grace, my first precious Gift from God Granddaughter.
I am sorry.
I will- run into Your Grace filled arms and not wallow in this or talk about it ad nauseum AND I will from now on, in remembering Romans and my mantle of 'daughter' watch my words and focus on You.
I will never call anyone a 'bitch' again and obediently listen before I speak all the while remembering Your love and Grace for all and spend the rest of my life listening to Your Spirit guide my words - prayerfully into discussion and LISTENING to them for openings to have those discussions where THEY are searching and that could potentially bring THEM into a knowing of YOU, Your Son, Your Grace.
I am sorry Emma.

April 2012

Wow April was an amazing month this year.
Papa and I married 35 years.
2 weeks in LA with Dara, Juno and Nehe.....trying to serve Dara as she allowed a new lil one to settle into her womb....yep #6 on the way.
Traveling through the SW w/Papa seeing country so beautiful as to take you breath away.
Riding behind Papa praying....
Getting up in the morning and reading the Word, trying to learn about becoming a Disciple of Christ, desiring with my heart to be about Him and others, all others. It's so against my natural, this praying to be led always by the Supernatural. I don't know what's next. I pray that knowing the desires of my heart He is changing me. I pray to become more and more about Him and live a life that shows who I know, who I follow, who I obey.
I will this day be prayerful and obedient. To, in that obedience not miss anything that He is showing me, leading me to.

Mark 8

Jesus rebuking Peter: " You do not have in mind the things of God, but merely human concerns."

Moving....packing up 28 years of stuff....going back to a place I ran away from.....leaving the most dearest here....I want to be obedient to You. I want to be sure it's the right thing. How can I know??

Holding on to what Joshua told the people, LOWHS

Love You

Obey You

Walk with You

Hold tight to You

SERVE You

Joshua 22:5