I am struggling today w/how hard IT is....
IT = trying /training to follow Christ
Smiling at myself in the suck, the hard, smiling that I keep wanting it EASY.

The smiling is good I think...it's a sense of Him tho convicting me w/out condemnation.

so remember it's all about Him guys and when it gets hard, well.....
He never promised us EASY
He promised...
promises to BE WITH Us.....

so today in the struggle i am gonna hold His hand.....it is ALWAYS right there, I sometimes in looking for EASY or what i want decide it's not enough for me this time. Today tho......gonna take it. :)